.

 

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I'm feeling wicked emo right now. It might be cause I'm sick and fussy....but at any rate...

So I was thinking about how I've kinda stopped caring about my life. Not in the way of I don't care about living, but more so I don't care about what's going on in my life/worrying about my life right now. In doing so, it's caused me to be a bit more satisfyed and happy. I don't stress over things as much, and when you stop stressing you don't get disappointed as easily either.

Now my question is, is this a good thing or a bad thing?

Most people would think of course this is a good thing if it makes you feel happier and less stressed out. But I started pondering.....

.....when we become lax in a spiritual sense, things seem easier because the enemy isn't trying as hard to trip you up because you're not exactly growing at the moment, and therefore not a threat. So, is it the same in our physical lives? Is it because I've currently pushed aside goals and expectations of myself that life appears easier because satan isn't trying to discourage me from anything because I'm not really doing anything related to Kingdom building?

I dunno.....I'm tired and cranky and going to sleep now.

In Conclusion: Screw you jack rabbit.

posted by Kairsie 10:42 PM